It is my European style of insomnia that awakes me from the overdosed application of nothing and waiting. There are always the good and the bad. Within a short while, I am having a long displacement again. Moscow is a distant city to me. Not only do I have no idea about the life and condition in the city, but it is also the adverse weather that covers up the unknown place in a Zen colour of black and white – a blackening sky and a whitening depth of further downwards. The dislocation of the physical existence from city to city slows down the inborn response to the outside stimulus. Dreams come quite late recently. My tonight dream will only come tomorrow night and with a discrepancy between the current status of consciousness and the release of dreamy screen of colours and space produce a sort of hollowing effect to myself. This is abstractly true, and at least I do feel the effect of delay with my eyes shut. I walk in advance now.
Traffic within Moscow is, as said, very congested. The expectation of life span on earth is reflected on the nothingness inside the heated cubicle of the moving machines. In a day, 4.5 hours were spent in a car. The glass next to the insulated body was the heaven of the condensing particles. Reflection, the meaning of life, and the outside light of speeding diffusion, the still glass got painted in a miracle spectrum of moving microcosms. Moscow is a metropolitan, and to my first impression, it is coolly ideal for communism. The building and the infrastructure of the city simply match perfectly with the communist. All of them are cold and prism. The indifferent motion of the snowing scene outside the Kremlin area is another gorgeous painting of the spotless projection. I like it in its way of black and white.Lost in translation, a common terminology to describe the contrast of a willingness to understand and communicate. Having an insulated body of borderless mind, I think individually, and perhaps this is a reason to explain my ‘wake up feeling good’ sensation. This is a self-centred meditation channel, free of charge.Libellés : moscow, nature, russia, self, voyage |
